Tuomion Airut AI : But I won’t go down tonight

[Verse 1] The past life does not forget its companion at every moment, lurks and waits. A small dip, a moment of lethargy and tears back into the shadows, into the underworld. Calls the weak back into the shadows. You sit behind my eyelids In the quiet Always there Every breath A faint reminder Of a name I used to wear The past life calling from below Soft as breathing in the snow Tiny slip and I’m undone Dragged back down where I came from The past life calling Calling Shadow calling Calling Me cause what i have DONE [Chorus] Sometimes I notice that there is no wall behind my back, I wait for my past to stab me in the back. Sometimes I notice that I can't see the front door, I just wait my sins to block my escape route. I DONT WANT TO SEE THAT BEAST AGAIN! [Verse 2] One slow blink The color drains Lethargy like heavy smoke You tug me through the floorboards Through the cracks in every joke Underneath the kitchen tiles Underneath my practiced grin Down where old regrets keep score And beg me to come back in The past life calling from below Soft as breathing in the snow Tiny slip and I’m undone Dragged back down where I came from The past life calling Calling Shadow calling Calling Me cause what i have DONE [Chorus] Sometimes I notice that there is no wall behind my back, I wait for my past to stab me in the back. Sometimes I notice that I can't see the front door, I just wait my sins to block my escape route. I DONT WANT TO SEE THAT BEAST AGAIN! [Verse 3] You promise peace in the deep dark You swear it's easier there But every time I touch that border I feel hands Pulling me upstairs So I stand in this thin hallway Between your grip and living light You can pace along the ceiling But I won’t go down tonight The past life calling from below Soft as breathing in the snow Tiny slip and I’m undone Dragged back down where I came from The past life calling Calling Shadow calling Calling Me cause what i have DONE