(Been a feeling Ive had since the emotions have kept up with me... as I allowed them to) Shed my skin and came out a new shell now im suffering with nuance as I begged for a bail pegged myself against a well wishing me well as I fell I realized I didn't have my intentions up to date at all now its dated 25th 12th of the 29th as its 3am in the bathroom dreamscape in my headphones thinking of lyrical intentions while my lifes been bending.. truth is ive been sending myself right into a blender type of hell felt like ive sold myself short into a free milly but its been really difficult truly and fully I say with all good intentions im 17 years of age thinking of wages and turning my pages but as ive demonstrated this shit aint as easy as its placed man Im looking at a full fucking canister of fucks to be given about any issues I got and currently its on empty but im still handing them out like im Oprah Winfrey. Cause ive been through the dimensions contemplating whether my skin is cold or if im seeing cold bodies getting sold and I have been told that even though you know the road doesn't mean you know how to walk it bro and that has kept me up at night even though I thought I was right I saw the light I fought with all my might but its all because- (x2) this is a forced response of all that is here its a surrounding fear but never feared by my severed ear no ones here im hearing something that aint even there psychological my dear its all in the brain never to restrain or act okay in a way that is applicable to me now how do i say that this trauma is compelling me to a bridge to sear off my limb today and cast it off in the river as it washes up on the bed for me to look at day and night and no i dont feel okay its almost everyday that this shit happens to me suicidal tendencies all up in this bitch trying to take my life for granted as its been all up in a glitch a figment of my mind maybe something to stitch a fucking fitch to pitch to bigger higher ups to give me some leewayyyyy... Cause ive been through the dimensions contemplating whether my skin is cold or if im seeing cold bodies getting sold and I have been told that even though you know the road doesn't mean you know how to walk it bro and that has kept me up at night even though I thought I was right I saw the light I fought with all my might but its all because- (x2) Fuck it ive been seeing destruction from every angle now its feeling strangled like a upper echelon building being dismantled cause ive built my man tunnel underneath this man funneled society that aint even seeking sobriety now why the fuck do I lie to me I haven't even seen my fucking future yet all I got is plans and its always ya or na for THINGS I NEED YES'S TO NOW LET ME BRING CONFESS ON THROUGH FUCKING ANXIETY IS THE RUNNER UP IN THIS MATHEMATICAL EQUATION STATS BEEN SAY ITS BEEN EATING AT MY ASS BUT I BEEN SAYING ITS BEEN GNAWING FUCKING CLAWING AND CHEWING AND SPITTING IT OUT TODAY, I need to keep my emotions in check going through ups and downs like every other day well seeking for a check to impress others that I haven't even seen yet.. now to let it mello im been seeking the green and yellow (colours) to miss a- well hello its me myself and I the mind is what keeps you back keep that shit in line cause everything comes down to the line, deadline the fucking border where your brain goes haywire and goes into full working mode scared its going to be dead like the toad near your home road but own your own road and manipulate your mind to find and seek whats you describe as a grind you brain wants what you tell it to want not to flaunt but ive done that now look where ive gone. Cause ive been through the dimensions contemplating whether my skin is cold or if im seeing cold bodies getting sold and I have been told that even though you know the road doesn't mean you know how to walk it bro and that has kept me up at night even though I thought I was right I saw the light I fought with all my might but its all because- (x2)
