✨🐙 Lyrics by CalamariDreams 🐙✨ ⸻ [Verse 1] I've tried to bury you beneath a hundred little highs In crowded rooms, in strangers' arms, in unfamiliar nights But your memory blooms stubborn as wildflowers through concrete Turning every almost-love into a beautiful defeat I keep collecting temporary sunsets in different eyes Hoping one might finally eclipse you from my mind But every spark burns out the moment I look closer And there you are again, the fire behind the embers You got your fingerprints pressed into my hunger A permanent stain beneath my younger lovers And God, it's cruel How comparison keeps undressing every man down to the truth [Pre-Chorus] Cause they can pull my dress down Pull my hair loose But they can't pull my soul The way you do [Chorus] It's always you It's always you Every touch turns into you It's always you It's always you No matter what I try to do It's always you It's always you [Verse 2] I've bitten lips that weren't yours Trying to force a different ending But desire is a language My body keeps misspelling Cause they don't know the geography Of all the places that you wrecked The coastline of my collarbone The valley of my chest And I hate the way I measure them Against a man I never had How absence became architecture For every future that went bad [Pre-Chorus] They can make me come apart But never make me stay Cause every climax ends With your ghost still in the way [Bridge] I've had somebody else's hands on me Still wishing they were yours Trying to lose myself in the moment But ending up wanting more Cause nobody knows what I like The way you do in my head Every night I try to move on I pull you back into my bed [Final Chorus] It's always you It's always you Every touch turns into you It's always you It's always you No matter what I try to do It's always you It's always you
