Rebuilt in ash .

Verse 1 When I cut you off the room went dead No screams, no threats living in my head Silence like a crime scene floor Didn’t recognize myself anymore I shook with your voice still in my veins Peace felt wrong, like phantom pain Withdrawal from the lies you fed Love shouldn’t leave you half-fucking-dead Pre-Chorus I mistook survival for family Confusion for loyalty Chorus I’m rebuilding myself in the dark you made Hands bleeding, teeth clenched, wide awake Every brick laid with a memory burned Every boundary paid in lessons learned You don’t get credit for my scars or strength I crawled out of your wreckage alone and changed This isn’t healing—it’s war delayed I’m rebuilding myself in the dark you made Verse 2 I buried the hope you’d ever see What your damage carved into me Grieved a home that never was Mourned the lie, not the blood I don’t flinch when my phone lights up Still expect the hit, but it never comes That’s when it clicked—I wasn’t safe I was trained to wait and take Pre-Chorus I stopped begging for accountability From people allergic to reality Chorus I’m rebuilding myself in the dark you made Hands bleeding, teeth clenched, wide awake Every brick laid with a memory burned Every boundary paid in lessons learned You don’t get credit for my scars or strength I crawled out of your wreckage alone and changed This isn’t healing—it’s war delayed I’m rebuilding myself in the dark you made Breakdown (spit it, venom cold) Blood didn’t save me Silence did Distance didn’t break me It built me in pieces you’ll never get Bridge (slow, contemptuous) You don’t get closure You don’t get grace You don’t get access You don’t get a place If you’re looking for forgiveness now— You can get fucked I chose myself Figure the rest out Final Chorus I’m rebuilding myself with my back to the past No mirrors, no ghosts, no crawling back You don’t haunt me—you taught me the cost Of staying loyal to something lost I don’t need peace wrapped up in light I earned mine bleeding through the night If you’re searching for the version you owned— She’s buried deep, and I moved the stone Outro I didn’t heal clean I healed honest I didn’t forgive I survived You lost control, not blood, not history— So yeah… Get fucked.