[Verse 1] The good news keeps arriving on time, A bright green check beside each name. The rent is paid, the people are kind, Still my hands forget their aim. I laugh at the right parts of the story, Then lose the thread before the end. Nothing is wrong, I know that clearly— So why can't I just feel it then? [Pre-Chorus] My thoughts trip over every beat, I count the blessings, miss the ground. I know I'm safe; I know I'm loved— Some switch inside won't settle down. [Chorus] Everything's good, and I can't get through, The sun's on the lawn, but I can't feel warm. I want to be grateful; I want to be moved, But my heart keeps bracing for a weather alarm. Everything's good, and I still feel small, Like joy's right here, but it won't come in. I know what I have; I can name it all— Why does the weight keep winning again? [Verse 2] A friend sends a photo from the coast, My name in a toast, my favorite song. I see the whole frame, I know I'm there, But some part of me stays gone. No tragedy hiding under the day, No secret disaster to uncover. Just a tired mind pulling the brake While every good thing keeps rolling forward. [Bridge] Maybe I don't have to solve this tonight, Or turn every feeling into a sign. I'll tell you the truth while the hour is plain: I'm thankful—and hurting—at the same time. [Final Chorus] Everything's good, and I can't get through, The sun's on the lawn, but I can't feel warm. I want to be grateful; I want to be moved, But my heart keeps bracing for a weather alarm. Everything's good; let that be true, And let this hard feeling be true as well. I'll stay here beside you, not fixed, not fine— Just letting the two things coexist awhile. [Outro] Thankful and hurting, Both of them mine.
