I'm traumatized Rip me up I'm gonna die Its no surprise I don't socialize Lock the door And close the blinds Close my eyes It's do or die And i'm dead inside Dead in mind But keep in mind Im leaving mine But if i do that Where do I reside? Its hit or miss But I won't forget Cause i can't forget You made sure Ill remember it Do you remember when Good things were happening? You don't I bet You regret And then You set Us up And then You give us up When you've had enough But I've had enough Of your supposed love I suppose i just Need some space But i'm spacing out Heartbeats racing now Now they call me crazy Wow You should know a thing or two about Me. You need an MRI To see what's inside Of my traumatized Always changing mind I changed my mind I dont want you back inside Cause after last time I trashed mine And I haven't picked it up yet Im slowly getting roped in Somehow getting groped and Stuck with drugs Im broken It left me missing home I wish i was at home But not the home I know Cause I know If I show Mom I might break my neckbone But its slipping through my neck hole Not my words My breath woah Im holding on just to let go Im ready bro Lets go But ill refrain From letting my brain Enter their name Into the database I'm out of space Im lost in outer space Im as far away From my problems As ill ever be But is that healthy? Im too close to the sun I feel my face is melting Head inside out Im yelling Lungs deflate Its too late Ive gone away And there's no saving Me. Have you guessed yet Its about time I talk about Being depressed Its all I know Im losing interest In my will To exist I exist just to resist My interests In getting enterance To vengeance But im so unmotivated What's the point? I hate it. This feeling I just can't shake it Heart is pounding And I am shaking The amends i have made Are breaking From these steps i am taking I didn't think id do that But in fact I did just that And at last I see my past And future Crash Into my future’s past Which i guess is right now But i don't feel right right now Right right down Up A select and pound Cheat codes all around Cheating death somehow Where is motivation found? Looking in the lost and found But no one's turned it in No one is burning with Sadness like I am And i'm glad Cause in the end Ill pretend I'm alright But i'm not alright I guess i'm just Traumatized.
