all that anything means (Cover)

i apologise for how the pinhole interactions can be seen but I'm just hiding not from you but from me but this means i hide from you so i guess it doesn't matter where the beginnings of the hiding began cos it's you that feels it too and for what it's worth i apologise to you but i assume it doesn't matter as much to you as it matters to me so the apology is to nobody anybody and what it may or may not do to those people i meet greet look towards or look away from relationships i long for but undercook as i can't afford the heating to warm anymore so an unsatisfying safe place emerges from all that i am which is not enough for anyone it's a trying time hiding from truth and lying around lying down before anymore smiles illicit a frown I'm sorry almost instantly the problem lays with me I'm sorry to those two ladies you were just being flirtatiously friendly but I'm too afraid to offer me because the offering of me has been given where reciprocation was only applied manipulatively routinely and there was some spillage for those few seconds you passed me I'm sorry but you'll never see and I'm sure you're happy anyway hopefully livv and let be and I'll die and be free from the shackles of a silk thread a feather bed and lines mines streams to falls to falls I get before i test the tread the berries the stones in streams the fields the dreams and all that anything means [end] [end] [end] [end] [end] [end] [end]