I miss the man I used to be, Full of life and jubilee. Lately it seems that all I'll receive, Is deadlines and expectations thrown on to me. I was told my future could be what I decide, So why do my choices feel left by the wayside? My wick has been burning at both ends too long, But taking a breath somehow feels just as wrong. Right as the sun came peeking through, That heavy dread knew just what to do. It's time to rain on this day, Fuck all the planning and careful preparations. Didn't expect this, what can I say? Learn to bear it, Be a man, Just work harder, Quit complaining. Sleep when you're dead. Things won't ever go your way, It's time to rain on this day... On this day. I fight with the urge to rip up my roots, Pack up the essentials then tie on my boots. Don't follow me, Don't try to convince me to stay. No sunshine in this future, Forecast keeps calling for rain, yeah. The blue skies fade into grey. It's time to rain on this day, Fuck all the planning and careful preparations. Didn't expect this, what can I say? Learn to bear it, Be a man, Just work harder, Quit complaining. Sleep when you're dead. Things won't ever go your way, It's time to rain on this day. God I'm so tired, I'm so fucking tired. Can I restart that fire? Burn even hotter. I'm so damn tired, Can't stoke the desire. My kindling soaked through, I'm so god damned tired. It's time to rain on this day, Fuck all the planning and careful preparations. Didn't expect this, what can I say? Learn to bear it, Be a man, Just work harder, Quit complaining. Sleep when you're dead. Things won't ever go your way, It's time to rain on this day.
