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Ruin//Hold

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[VERSE 1] I don't cry in light, I bleed in shade. Don't speak my name Unless you plan to stay. I’ve built my skin from broken vows, Silence sharp enough to bow. Every glance is a weapon, And you’re walking too close now. [PRE-CHORUS] Touch me slow—like a prayer, Like you know I’ll disappear. Not because I’m fragile— But because I learned to fear. [CHORUS] If I ruin, will you hold me? If I fracture, will you stay? If I show the wreck I carry— Will you love me anyway? This isn’t weakness. This is war. And I still keep the score. [VERSE 2] My heart has walls with knives inside. I open slow, I fight my pride. I’d die before I ask to need, But gods, I ache quietly. [PRE-CHORUS 2] Touch me soft—like you mean it, Like you won’t ghost when it’s dark. Like you see more than the mask— And still want all the scars. [CHORUS – REPEAT] If I ruin, will you hold me? If I fracture, will you stay? If I show the wreck I carry— Will you love me anyway? This isn’t weakness. This is war. And I still keep the score. [BRIDGE – whisper-growled delivery] I never learned to fall— Only to fight. So if you stay— Stay like you mean to survive me. [OUTRO – minimal, broken vocals] If I ruin, Will you… Hold?