The Man That Didn’t Disappear

[Verse 1] Been a long road Been a long night Empty days stacked Under tired eyes Every mirror Just a ghost shape Every good thing Felt like wrong place [Pre-Chorus] I lost count of all the times I faded Talking like I’d never make it there But there’s a heartbeat humming in the quiet Pulling me back up for air [Chorus] It’s been so long since I felt it This thing they all call life It’s been so long since I felt like I was even worth the fight But now I look in that mirror I see the lines I see the years I see the man in the glass still standing I see the man that didn’t disappear [Verse 2] I remember Every slammed door Every soft lie “I’m fine I’m sure” Staring down At the bathroom sink Trying not to Let my own eyes think [Pre-Chorus] I was certain I was gone forever Just a shadow hanging in the air But there’s a small voice cutting through the static Saying “You’re still You’re still there” (you’re still there) [Chorus] It’s been so long since I felt it This thing they all call life It’s been so long since I felt like I was even worth the fight But now I look in that mirror I see the lines I see the years I see the man in the glass still standing I see the man that didn’t disappear [Bridge] I’m not perfect I’m not broken I’m a scar that learned to heal I’m the weight that finally lifted I’m a heart that learned to feel (oh) [Chorus] It’s been so long since I felt it This thing they all call life It’s been so long since I felt like I was even worth the fight But now I look in that mirror I see the truth beneath the fear I see the man who stayed through every silence I see the man that didn’t disappear (didn’t disappear)