Title: “Sick and Tired (Grace Changed Me)” B-Rob Records [Intro] Yeah… B-Rob Records… This one for the ones who been through it and made it out… [Verse 1] Six times locked down, I know them cold walls, Thought I was strong but I kept on fallin’ off, Four times in a halfway house, tryin’ restart, But I was livin’ life numb, had a closed heart. Rehab once, but my mind wasn’t there, I cared ‘bout everybody else, just not my own prayer, Looked in the mirror like I don’t know him, Smilin’ on the outside, inside was broken. Lost in the cycle, repeat and rewind, Same old habits had me trapped in my mind, I ain’t proud of the past, but it made me see, What a man becomes when he don’t believe. [Pre-Chorus] Then one night, I hit my lowest low, Couldn’t fake it no more, had nowhere to go, Got on my knees, said “Lord, I need help,” For the first time ever, I wasn’t myself. [Chorus] I was sick and tired, I was done with the pain, Done with the dark, done playin’ them games, Now I wake up blessed, yeah I see the light, God gave me purpose, gave me my life. I’m clean in my soul, I’m finally free, Ain’t been the same since He rescued me, From rock bottom floors to a brand new start, Now I live with peace in my heart. [Verse 2] Made that phone call, said “I need rehab,” Didn’t look back at the life that I had, Almost six months strong, I’m still here standin’, New mindset, now I’m finally understandin’. I can’t even remember the last time I got high, That old version of me? Yeah, that man died, Every sunrise now feel like a gift, Every breath I take, yeah my spirit lift. I used to be lost, now I walk with direction, Learned self-love through pain and correction, Not perfect, still healing day by day, But I don’t go back to that old way. [Pre-Chorus] And when it gets heavy, I still bow my head, Thank God I’m alive, I ain’t stuck or dead, From cages and chaos to calm in my mind, I left that old life for the last time. [Chorus] I was sick and tired, I was done with the pain, Done with the dark, done playin’ them games, Now I wake up blessed, yeah I see the light, God gave me purpose, gave me my life. I’m clean in my soul, I’m finally free, Ain’t been the same since He rescued me, From rock bottom floors to a brand new start, Now I live with peace in my heart. [Bridge] Yeah I still remember where I came from, But I won’t go back, nah I’m done, Every scar I got tells the truth, But now I turn pain into proof. [Final Chorus] I was sick and tired, now I stand tall, Didn’t stay down when I took them falls, B-Rob Records, yeah I made my name, But I ain’t the same man that I was in chains. I’m free in my soul, I’m finally me, Living every day like I’m meant to be, From prison doors to open skies, Now I live my second life.
