Noise (me)

You look at me with curiosity An ocean blue staining your eyes It’s like you’re studying apologies Never encountered by human minds Do you agree with what you see? Should I also be crying? Fingers crossing once again Is it hope? Or are you lying? The noise, oh, the noise That stumbles from your lips The noise says sorry… (oh so sorry!) Brushed away by fingertips I won't let go, I can't let go Of empty promises you hide A flood of noise muffles the silence In our meeting of the minds You still remind me to be kind to me To the small child hiding inside But you don’t know what she wants from me Or what I wish I could just confide Are you leaving space for me? Are my emotions even inviting? You shut the door and walk away Was I wrong? Or are you hiding? The noise, oh, the noise That shudders through the air It makes a sound… (a sorry sound) You never wanted me to hear I’m climbing down from this tower To drag you out from my despair But now the noise isn’t so empty We’re breaking silence in repair I ask again…. Yeah, I ask again…. Do you agree with what you see? Should I also be crying? Fingers crossing once again Is it hope? Or are you lying? Kill the noise Kill the noise Kill the noise