#A tale of fiction, drawn from truths# [Intro – ambient pads, VHS crackle, slow pulsating sub-bass] Let me try, Let me try , today and tomorrow. Why should I walk with you? My words were random, My heartbeat slows down. I need you when I’m alone… But where are you? --- [Verse 1 – retro arpeggiator, warm analog synths, minimal beat] I feel tired, I want to rest. Tonight, I don’t want to think of you , you always make me angry. You bastard of an adorable love, Tonight I don’t want to see you… But wait for me. Tomorrow, I’ll try again. --- [Bridge 1 – dissonant pads, slight vocoder effect on background vocal harmonies] You tried to seduce me. You tried to get me. Damn it, you did. Oh, you really did. You're a bastard. You leave me alone, you want others, you cheat, you hurt me. I'm stupid. I'm weak. You don’t deserve me, and one day I’ll leave. I’ll take what’s left of our story and crush it , just like you crushed my heart. --- [Bridge 2 – tension builds, distorted drums, chorus synth layer, emotional climax] You never deserved me , and maybe I never deserved you. Tonight, I want to be free… at least tonight. Maybe tomorrow I’ll love you again 🌀💀. My adorable, glorious bastard. I need you even when I hate you. What are you? Come here. Hurt me again. I hate you, my cursed love.
