[VERSE 1] I just got off the road, brain racin’ like a GoPro ghost Hit the door, droppin’ all my baggage like a FedEx post Turn my phone off quick I don’t vibe with the clones, Ain’t a feature I can do if you ain’t fightin’ your own Sick of humanoid cartoons, livin’ lives on Bluetooth Chasin’ likes like prescriptions, never swallow the truth Took a bat to my psyche, threw the pieces in a drain Now I’m DIY therapy, duct-tapin’ my pain Young Tesla with the hands but I’m glitchin’ in the firmware Call me “jack of all trades” but I’m killin’ my hardware Mind runnin’ like a treadmill tilted up to despair And I’m laughin’ in the mirror just to breathe some air [PRE-CHORUS] Why I sabotage myself like a full-time job? Why I wrestle with my shadow till we both get robbed? Why my heartbeat sound like sirens when the room ain't hot? Every choice that I’m makin’ feel like Russian roulette shots [CHORUS] Say, why’d I do that? Put my brain in the hospital lookin’ for new caps Why you make that face? Thought you knew that I don’t even take drugs I’m addicted to the synapse! Why’d I do that? Crash myself on the pavement just to feel impact Why you act surprised? It’s a true fact: I don’t need no substances My mind is the relapse! [VERSE 2] Life’s a joke with a punchline carved in glass Every laugh ricochet like a ghost from the past Got a body made of pixels, every touch might crash But I still chase the smash like a car doin’ laps Did a donut in a cop car Who taught me that? Risk my neck for a spark just to feel intact This a tug-of-war match, me VS every collapse And the rope cut deep, left a scar in the cracks Lookin’ dead in the mirror like “you back again?" You the monster You the master You the last of my friends Got blood on the floor from the fights in my head And I’m knockin’ on the door that I locked myself in [BRIDGE] Brain buzzin’, I’m buggin’, I’m breakin’ into the buttons I’ve been runnin’ from the nothin’ that be comin’ when I’m crumblin’ Static hummin’, stomach drummin’, shadow summonin’ the thunder Every thought another blunder, then I wonder why I suffer I’m a loop in a loop in a loop, no truth Just proof that the roof in my youth came loose I choose what I lose when I bruise my fuse Every move is a ruse that my mind misused Synapse snap-back, panic in a backpack Heart rate racetrack beatin’ like a brass slap Click-clack flashback, demons in a flash-pack Double-time meltdown Tell me can you grasp that? [VERSE 3] Mind spinnin’, I’m sinnin’, I’m sprintin’ inside a system Where the rhythm of my venom is hittin’ like demolition I’ve been itchin’ for collision, intuition go ballistic Every thought is a decision with a prison in the distance I’m addicted to the friction, fiction fixin’ my affliction Contradiction in the mirror See it clearer when it’s twisted Every version of my person put a burden on my circuits I’m reversin’ universes just to hurt the one who birthed it Shadow swingin’, I’m clingin’, I’m flingin’ fists at my reflection Interjectin’, disconnectin’, resurrectin’ my rejection Man, I’m stressin’, second-guessin’, but aggressin’ every section ’Cause the lesson in depression is oppression of progression I’m a loop with no solution, revolution in my chest Got a heart that keeps abusin' every bruise it can possess I confess: I’m a mess, but I wrestle nonetheless If the mind is the addiction, then I’m next to overdose [CHORUS] Say, why’d I do that? Put my brain in the hospital lookin’ for new caps Why you make that face? Thought you knew that I don’t even take drugs I’m addicted to the synapse! Why’d I do that? Crash myself on the pavement just to feel impact Why you act surprised? It’s a true fact: I don’t need no substances My mind is the relapse! © 2025 - skvadMC
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