[Verse 1] This pain I’m in Sleeps in my skin I stare at the ceiling Afraid of my thinking It’s only time Till I snap in two I laugh it off But it’s eating through [Pre-Chorus] You say you’re tired of the storm I drag in You don’t see the way it drowns me from within [Chorus] Just when I think life can’t get any worse I always find a way to fuck shit up Trip on the pieces of the things I crushed Bleeding on the shards of my own bad luck Just when I think life can’t get any worse I always find a way to fuck shit up I’m the one who cuts my own way down Then curses at the ground [Verse 2] Sorry if you’re Sick of this rain Be glad that you’re not Stuck in my brain Always tracing Exit signs in my mind Searching for a door I still can’t find [Pre-Chorus] Every hurt that isn’t thrown at my face I carve it on myself just to feel a place [Chorus] Just when I think life can’t get any worse I always find a way to fuck shit up Turn every lifeline to a tangled knot Tear up the map till I’m lost as fuck Just when I think life can’t get any worse I always find a way to fuck shit up I’m the one who kicks my own hope down Then cries about the sound [Bridge] To be honest I hate myself But some small part Still calls for help If I’m the fire And I’m the burn Could I be the hand That finally learns? (oh) [Chorus] Just when I think life can’t get any worse I always find a way to fuck shit up But there’s a voice under the static and rust Whispering maybe I’m still enough Just when I think life can’t get any worse Maybe this time I won’t fuck it up Holding my breath till the feeling passes One more night as the dark crashes [Outro] This pain I’m in Still in my skin But I’m here I’m here I’m not giving in
