NoT CuT OuT

Track- NoT CuT OuT Lyrics - Written by GlitchylilCaterpillar @caterpillar5 Not Cut Out... Not cut out for this... I keep showing up in the wrong skin Smiling like I still fit in Every task is a little too loud Every day is a little too much They call it growing I call it dragging This shape was never mine I try... I try... I try... Then something in me goes quiet I'm not cut out for this Not built for the pace Not made for the mold They keep calling my name I'm not cut out for this I keep tearing at the seams If this is what winning looks like Why do I disappear Glass in my chest when the morning hits Same loop, same script, same pretend Everyone else found the rhythm I'm still counting the exits Behind their eyes... it works Behind mine... it won't So i keep walking... walking... Like motion could make it true I try... I try... I try... Then something in me goes quiet I'm not cut out for this Not built for the pace Not made for the mold They keep calling my name I'm not cut out for this I keep tearing at the seams If this is what winning looks like Why do I disappear Not-not-not... Cut-cut-cut... Cut-out-out... For-for-for... This-this-this... Wrong-wrong-wrong... Skin-skin-skin... Still-still-still... In-in-in... Not cut out... Not cut out... Not cut out for this... Maybe I'm not broken Maybe I was never the pattern A caterpillar in a machine Is not a defect It's a warning I'm not cut out for this and I don't have to be If the mold was never kind Then the tear is the door I'm not cut out for this I'm still inside the change Not finished Not failing Just not cut out for this.... Not cut out... Not this... Not this skin... Still becoming...