
Your Angelš¤
My sweat soaks everything, memory You started off like the rest but something in your grip in the way you bit instead of kissed I didnāt flinch after a while I opened for it like a ritual (ritual⦠ritualā¦) I didnāt need tenderness I'm your angel with bite marks no not some hand to hold but a hand that could break me (break me⦠shape meā¦) Itās not a tragedy I was never a mother that was never the wound There was already something wrong inside me and you, with your exquisite cruelty I had a pain inside me and I needed you to cut me deeper. (deeper, deeperā¦) I tried to replace you like it was just something physical but their will was too weak and I missed your hands and teeth the tension you left in the air even when the room was left spotless spotless⦠bite bite I didnāt need tenderness I'm your angel with bite marks no not some hand to hold but a hand that could break me (break me⦠shape meā¦) Itās not a tragedy I was never a mother that was never the wound There was already something wrong inside me and you, with your exquisite cruelty I had a pain inside me and I needed you to cut me deeper. (deeper, deeperā¦) Black roses in a tall vase oh roses the color of secrets The ceilingādark, a dull merlot The sun, just a haze behind blinds outlined my body like a question one you never answered directly (question⦠never answeredā¦) I didnāt need tenderness I'm your angel with bite marks no not some hand to hold but a hand that could break me (break me⦠shape meā¦) Itās not a tragedy I was never a mother that was never the wound There was already something wrong inside me and you, with your exquisite cruelty I had a pain inside me and I needed you to cut me deeper. (deeper, deeperā¦) You said I only loved the surface but I stripped it bare for you Dark petals, cold wine, silence I didnāt want safe I wanted to be dissolved then left so numb (numbing⦠un-becomingā¦) The fan spins heat through this room and my body remembers you but Iām past needing it and that, somehow hurts worse than your hands ever did It hurts worse⦠than love⦠than love⦠and these Vampire bites These bites...

