
Mirror With No Reflection
# MIRROR WITH NO REFLECTION ### [INTRO] *Clean guitar, distant static, faint breathing* I look into the mirror... But I don't recognize the person looking back. Maybe that's the problem. Maybe I've been changing so much... I forgot what I was supposed to look like. --- ### [VERSE 1] I stare at my reflection, but the image feels distorted, Like the person in the glass ain't the person who recorded Every memory I carry, every battle I survived, Every version of myself that I had to leave behind. There's a stranger in the mirror with familiar fucking eyes, And I wonder if he's proud of me or only sees the lies, I can trace them on my face, every failure, every fight, Every scar that never healed underneath the fucking smile. I became what I hated, then I hated what became me, Tried to bury all the damage, but the burial couldn't save me, I was changing with the pain, rearranging every piece, Till I couldn't tell the difference between the monster and the me. I've been wearing different faces just to make it through the day, Put a smile across the cracks so nobody could see the strain, But the mask became my identity, the lie became my name, Now I'm standing in the bathroom asking, **"Who the fuck remains?"** --- ### [PRE-CHORUS] *Melodic, restrained* Who am I When nobody's watching? Who am I When all the noise stops? If I stripped away Every scar and every lie... Would there be anything Left behind my eyes? --- ### [CHORUS] **I'M LOOKING IN A MIRROR WITH NO REFLECTION,** Trying to find myself beneath the imperfections, Every scar is a sentence, every wound is a question, And I don't know who I am without all the destruction. **I'M LOOKING IN A MIRROR WITH NO REFLECTION,** I can see my face, but I can't see the person, Maybe I'm not broken, maybe I'm just disconnected, From the kid that I was and the man I became. --- ### [VERSE 2] I remember being younger, thinking life would be simple, Now the memories are puzzles with a million little symbols, Every piece that I discover makes the picture look different, And the older that I get, the more I question my decisions. I let anger be my armor, let resentment be protection, Built emotional defenses and called them self-preservation, Every time somebody left, I reinforced another section, Now I'm trapped behind the fortress that I built for my protection. That's the irony, The walls that kept the world away Are the same walls keeping everybody that I love at bay. And I hate that. Because I know I've hurt people trying not to be hurt, Said some shit I didn't mean, made some people feel worse, Then I carried all the guilt like a chain around my neck, While pretending I was fine because admitting it was worse. So I look into the glass and I confront what I created, Not the villain, not the victim, just a man who's complicated, Every choice, every consequence, every person I betrayed, Every lesson I ignored and every promise that I made. --- ### [CHORUS] **I'M LOOKING IN A MIRROR WITH NO REFLECTION,** Trying to find myself beneath the imperfections, Every scar is a sentence, every wound is a question, And I don't know who I am without all the destruction. **I'M LOOKING IN A MIRROR WITH NO REFLECTION,** I can see my face, but I can't see the person, Maybe I'm not broken, maybe I'm just disconnected, From the kid that I was and the man I became. --- ### [BRIDGE] *Everything drops to piano and clean guitar.* Maybe I don't hate myself... Maybe I hate the things I had to become. Maybe I've spent so much time fighting my reflection... I forgot to ask him what happened. *Distorted guitar slowly enters.* What happened to you? What happened to me? *Drums build.* **WHAT THE FUCK HAPPENED TO ME?!** --- ### [VERSE 3] *Explosive technical rap* I got fragments of a fractured identity, Scattered pieces of a past that are attacking my serenity, Every memory embedded in the chemistry, Every enemy eventually became a part of my mentality. I was desperately attempting to escape from the pain, But the destination disappeared when I was changing my frame, So I painted over everything and called it a name, Then I looked into the mirror and saw nothing but shame. I'm not the same kid, I'm not the same man, I'm somewhere in between Trying to understand. Why the fuck do I keep running From the person that I am? Why do I keep searching For somebody's approval? Why do I keep destroying Everything that I build? Why do I keep expecting Everybody else to fix what I feel? Because the truth is... Nobody knows what's inside this head. Nobody sees the battles that I never put to bed. Nobody hears the conversations that I have with myself. Nobody knows how hard it is... To fucking be myself. --- ### [BREAKDOWN] *Guitars suddenly stop.* **LOOK AT ME!** *Guitar hit.* **DO YOU SEE ME?!** *Hit.* **DO YOU KNOW ME?!** *Hit.* **DO I KNOW ME?!** *Silence.* ... **I DON'T EVEN KNOW!** *Massive breakdown.* **I'M NOT YOUR REFLECTION!** *

