Time and Time Again

[Verse 1] I wake up in rooms I don’t remember Chasing ghosts through late September I write my name on fogged-up glass Like I’m trying to prove I still exist [Pre-Chorus 1] I keep leaving just to come back Like I’m addicted to the cracks [Hook 1] Time and time again I break, I bend I swear I’m done Then I start again Time and time again I lose, I mend I call it healing But it’s just pretend --- [Verse 2] I talk to walls like they might answer Trace old scars like they’re new chapters I light a match just to watch it fade Like I’m testing what I’m made of [Pre-Chorus 2] I keep running from the same place Like I’m scared to see my own face [Hook 2] Time and time again I break, I bend I swear I’m done Then I start again Time and time again I lose, I mend I call it healing But it’s just pretend --- [Bridge] I’ve been the echo, I’ve been the sound I’ve been the one who sticks around I’ve been the storm, I’ve been the calm I’ve been the silence after the bomb --- [Verse 3] I write my truth in disappearing ink Say I’m fine before I think I build my peace on shifting sand Like I’m hoping it might stand [Hook 3 – Outro] Time and time again I break, I bend I swear I’m done Then I start again Time and time again I lose, I mend I call it healing But it’s just pretend