I beg the heavens to forgive me for the evil I have caused that they make me pure again, or as I have never been before absolve my weariness and distrust of men and name me mistress of myself from today until forever I beg the earth to protect me from my choices that it welcomes me in my final speech considering that I have welcomed myself so little I beg men to deceive me more and more because I am distrustful of all of them and their tricks and finally, being deceived, may I be complete and finally, may I feel happy perpetual fire
