
Reckless Flames (Cover)
The embers… oh the embers of our reckless tethered flame, still grinding in the back of my mind like a rusted machine that refuses to die quietly. I breathe in, and the room shifts, air bending around the memory of heat we carried like a wound, a scar that glowed beneath the skin long after the fire itself collapsed into dust. I keep tracing the faultlines— those hairline cracks running through the places I swore were unbreakable. Each one hums like a low-frequency warning, a vibration rising from the bones, telling me I stayed too long, dug too deep, let the quiet violence of us carve out pieces I can’t replace. There’s a weight to this silence, thick, metallic, almost sacred. A gravity that pulls me back to the place where we first split open: where the truth curled its fingers around my ribs and squeezed until the breath turned jagged. Where the flame we fed with stubborn hope finally twisted into something unrecognizable— a ghost of warmth, a shadow of light, a bruise shaped like the past. I keep hearing it— that slow, rhythmic drone, like the heartbeat of a memory refusing burial. It loops behind my thoughts in odd time signatures, taunting, spiraling, pulling me down corridors I thought I’d locked shut. And I walk them anyway. Barefoot. Letting the ash cling to the soles of me, letting the echoes rise up like smoke, curling into shapes I try not to name. The embers hiss when I step too close, as if they remember the way I used to fall— recklessly, willingly, believing the burn was worth the warmth. There’s a bitterness to the afterglow now, a taste like copper and old anger. The kind that lingers at the back of the tongue long after forgiveness fails to take root. It’s the kind of ache you don’t talk about, the kind you hide under layers of "it's fine" until the weight becomes its own kind of truth. Yet something inside me still kneels before the ruin of what we were— hands hovering over the faint orange pulse, tempted to breathe life into it, tempted to resurrect the heat even knowing the cycle always ends in the same collapse. I know better. But knowing doesn’t save me. Knowing doesn’t cool the memory of flame pressed into my spine like a brand. Knowing doesn’t stop the way the glow rises whenever the dark stretches too far and I forget why I walked away in the first place. I keep circling the wreckage, counting the sparks that refuse extinction. Each one a small defiance, a reminder that ruin doesn’t mean dead— it means waiting. It means resting. It means the fire only sleeps until something foolish reaches in with trembling hands and open wounds. The embers whisper. They always whisper. They tell me I am still shaped by the burn, still carrying the imprint of that wild, uncontrolled illumination we mistook for love, for truth, for something permanent. But permanence was the lie. Heat fades. Ash settles. And even the brightest shocks of flame eventually bow to the cold. Still… I stand here. Still watching that dim, trembling glow. Still wondering if endings are just beginnings in disguise. Still feeling the pull of a fire that shouldn’t matter anymore but somehow does. The embers, oh the embers— they refuse to die softly. And maybe so do I.


