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Eating Out My Heart

Verse 1 Waking up to the numbness, lost in the past’s darkest part. Looking for a reason to believe in a fresh start. But something keeps pulling me under, tearing me apart. Begging me to hold on to anything that keeps me afloat. Giving up ain’t easy when I’m losing the plot. Chorus They say it’s easy to be human, Like I didn’t feed it my heart. Slowly eating me alive, Trying to carve out the rotten parts. I know I say I’m changing, But I keep falling back to who I was. Letting go’s the hardest part, When you’re carrying what you’ve become. Battling these demons Like they’re the oldest scars. They can’t see the vision That I’ve carried from the start. Eating out my heart, Eating out my heart. Verse 2 If I stop now, maybe I’ll get a head start. But the pull’s so strong, I’m fighting these battles in the dark. I’m underwater, sinking, drowning in the fall. Every time I catch my breath, The lessons drag me back to crawl. Who said I need healing? I was happy being flawed. If it made me whole when they broke me, Does it really make me small? Bridge Weakness is my appetite, Feeling is the fault. If I calculate the outcome, Then maybe I’m the cause. You said I left you bruised, But I never touched you at all. If you mean eternally, Maybe destiny put me here for the call. You say I hold your heart close, Then beg me to let you go. But when do you take the blame For the reason we were pulled apart? Final Chorus They say it’s easy to be human, Like I didn’t feed it my heart. Slowly eating me alive, Trying to carve out the rotten parts. I know I say I’m changing, But I keep falling back to who I was. Letting go’s the hardest part, When you’re carrying what you’ve become. Battling these demons Like they’re the oldest scars. They can’t see the vision That I’ve carried from the start. Eating out my heart, Eating out my heart. Eating out my heart, Eating out my heart.