Indestructible

Listen on Spotify 😉👇 https://open.spotify.com/intl-pt/track/1dBP0hnbKBUoIfOiESwSFy Don’t look at me now, it’s not the right time Maybe there’s no moment left, no reason or rhyme Except the memories I want to keep forevermore It feels like something prepared me for what’s in store I don't know if there's a right way to feel When we're judged for things we cannot heal My tears are forbidden, they must stay unseen My ruin is a mirror where I’ve never been It reflects everything but my own true face I’m forced to smile in this hollow place While my soul is drowning in the deep gray light And the same hand waving feels the urge to fight I want to strike the wall until I bleed and tear Pain is the only honest thing that’s left to share The crimson, the red, it’s the only tone That wakes me from this state of being alone I never asked for the storm to fade away I only wanted to drown, to drift, to stray I closed my eyes and asked the tide to take me To a place where I am heard, where they don’t break me A place where I don't have to justify my heart To be indestructible is what destroys me inside Every single day, with nowhere left to hide And every sign that I am not what they demand Is a chance for them to bleed me with their hand I’m tired of validating every breath I take Tired of the masks I’m forced to wear and make Just let the waters carry me To where I can finally just... be I never asked for the storm to fade away I only wanted to drown, to drift, to stray I closed my eyes and asked the tide to take me To a place where I am heard, where they don’t break me A place where I don't have to justify my heart Indestructible