[Intro] [rhythmic acoustic guitar strumming] [Verse 1] [male vocals enter] I'm on the floor again I'm crying out loud I thought you were my friend And now I figured out That I'm too scared of you And I still can't escape 'Cause it's all my fault And it's just my fate And I'm quiet because all times that I cried You were right by my side But sometimes when I cried you ran to hide I guess it wasn't just for your attention And when I survive it Maybe then I'll mention What I hid inside 'Cause it's my own intentions [Chorus] For you [vocals transition to higher, strained register] Now I'm brand new I'm over you Are you over me too? [Verse 2] 'Cause it's all over your head All the mistakes that I said And everything that I did You hold onto it harder than I ever could And then I ever did And it's always my fault All the poison I swallowed It always sounds like I'm crying too loud But the nights I'm alone Nobody sought it out That my soul what it holds And these days Oh it's so deep and so cold And sometimes when I cry I finally feel like I'm getting old 'Cause the wrinkles they scar me The laugh lines are deep and they hurt And sometimes the mirror Stares back harder when I lurk And I can't figure out How I wasted my life But I'm still not quite dying [Bridge] And growing up sometimes it takes a while Because I look so grown but still feel like a child And a mother's touch and a father's lies Yeah they hold you tight like deep soul ties 'Cause I'm still someone's baby At the end of the night And all the moments you begged And the nights that you prayed I couldn’t figure you out And by the time I did I already doubted your heart Your heart [Outro] [guitar strumming slows] And now I cry out Beg you for what I need Told you all that I am about But i guess it’s too late Made a big mistake But when I have to ask It's no longer my own plate It’s just what’s leftover I don't care And I'm getting more and more self aware Maybe I played myself too many times So I, I, I cry, I cry But the tears run dry There’s nothing to lose I've got nothing to hide I’m just a mirror of you [final guitar chord rings out]


