https://discord.gg/zgE2HYuZq [Verse 1] I was so happy When you showed interest. The first time we met, You wanted to talk to me. I never had a girlfriend before, I was falling into something bigger. After a few hours we went home, You called me and asked me to visit. You sounded so nervous, Asked me to bring some alcohol. “What do you like?” “Tequila.” “I like tequila too.” I drove from Queens to Elizabeth. Came to your house, we talked, And listened to music. You played a Beatles song I never heard: “I want you so bad, It’s driving me mad.” Your way of saying You liked me. [Verse 2] When it was time to go to bed, You only had one rule: “No funny business.” And I said, “That’s cool.” While we lay, You would turn to me, I would turn to you, But then you turned away, And I would turn away too. I was getting confused. Eventually, we fell asleep, And the next morning, We went our separate ways, Awaking from a dream. [Verse 3] As the days approached Valentine’s Day, I was so happy — I was going to have a girlfriend. My first Valentine’s Day Not alone. Somebody by my side. I was so excited. I would call you, But you wouldn’t answer. I was worried Something had happened. The day before, I got a call From your cousin. She said You were not feeling well And couldn’t hang out. “Of course it’s OK. If she’s sick, that’s fine. It’s not like it’ll be the first time Without a Valentine.” [Verse 4] But as the days passed by, Your cousin called again. She told me that you Weren’t into me. That I was not mature. I guess I wasn’t the guy You were looking for. I’m sorry. Later, you called me. I wasn’t ready to talk. As I write this song From 30 years ago, I get choked up — Tears in my eyes. [Verse 5] I listened to that message Over and over. I heard how sorry you were — Frustrated, Didn’t like the way Things turned out. I think By stopping things early, You thought you’d save us A lot of pain. [Chorus] I know you were right, I just wished you were wrong. It was so painful To lose you so soon. [Verse 6] I didn’t talk To anyone. I didn’t want to get Hurt again. If this was the pain From just a few days, I didn’t want the hurt From a longer time. [Verse 7] But I want to thank you For coming to me, Choosing me — Someone for you. Someone you thought Might complement you. Thinking I was the right guy So quickly. I’m sorry I wasn’t. I’m sorry I failed. I’m sorry To bother you. I left you alone. [Verse 8] I wish I could’ve given you Some closure, Said it was OK — So you wouldn’t have to Think about me. And just in case you thought That you hurt me, I want you to know I forgive you. You were right, I was the wrong guy. I don’t know why, But it still hurts. [Final Chorus] And I’m sorry For writing a song. I’m sorry To who’s listening — If I make you sad, know this: We’re crying together.
