Had to move through the chill, every breath had a frost in the tone (brrr) Used to sleep by the window, the draft used to cut to the bone (yeah) They was hopin’ I’d break, but I’m sharper than steel in the zone (facts) I done fallen and risen so many, it feel like I’m grown from the stone (real) Every face in the mask had a secret, I learned what they meant Even autumn gon’ strip down the roots just to start up again Too much rot in the soil, I been learnin’ to guard where I plant Every promise decay if the stem don’t remember the branch (gone) Had to sweep up my pride, I was walkin’ on leaves in the wind Riots turn quiet to thunder, that rumble get deep in the limbs Seen betrayal in October, the colors look bright, but they dim Every friend I done lost left a ghost that still lingers within (damn) I been burnin’ these bridges for warmth, ain’t no turnin’ it back Bonfire in my chest, I been usin’ the ash for a map (yeah) Ain’t no prayers in the night, just a whisper of who got my back And the silence reply like a crow that’s been stalkin’ the track (go) Cold in the leaves, I done bled through too much change (yeah) Every cut I took just carved out what still remains (uh) Whole city talk, but I don’t play them games (nah) They gon’ feel it every bar when it rain, nothin’s ever the same like the weather when seasons change. (Let it rain) Yeah, I remember them nights when the moonlight was white as a blade (uh) Had to move through the fog, every street had a secret it made (facts) Every rumor they threw was a spell that they hoped I obeyed (nah) Now I’m breakin’ they curses in silence, just watch how I fade (go) You ain’t built for this season, it chill you right down to the bone Every scar got a story, but some I don’t ever disclose If the fall teach you anything, it’s lettin’ what’s heavy just go But I’m still out here stackin’ the pain till it’s touchin’ my soul (damn) Seen my brother pass away in November, his number still ring Seen my ex paint a smile like it meant something under her sting Seen my circle turn smaller than pumpkins that withers in spring And my trust turnin’ to smoke like the wick when it’s chokin’ the string (gone) Now I’m colder, more focused, more numb when they act like they care You can smell all the smoke I been through, it still lingers in the air I don’t talk, I just stare, let the silence remind ‘em I’m rare If you fall every year and still stand, that’s a throne right there (real) Cold in the leaves, I done bled through too much change (yeah) Every cut I took just carved out what still remains (uh) Whole city talk, but I don’t play them games (nah) They gon’ feel it every bar when it rain, nothin’s ever the same like the weather when seasons change. (Let it rain) Cold hands, warm scars, that’s the price for the run I been on Every fall bring the test, every breath got a bite of it’s own I don’t fear what’s ahead, I just sharpen what’s already gone Can’t disguise what’s alive, I’m the light when the moonlight gone (yeah)