in new homes under new names with new friends and memories i still hide in the paint is fresh but the air remembers every version of who i’ve been i thought if i ran far enough if i started again i could unmake the shape of everything i’ve carried but sorrow isn't loud it lingers in quiet corners and good days i bought a coat that fits changed the way i write my name spoke softer laughed harder told no one about the weight i never dropped i thought if i ran far enough if i started again i could unmake the shape of everything i’ve carried but sorrow isn't loud it stays even when no one says its name i thought if i ran far enough if i started again i could unmake the shape of everything i’ve carried but sorrow isn't loud it stays even when no one says its name