LUXURY I CAN’T AFFORD
[[VERSE 1] 도마 위 생선처럼 내 폐를 싹둑 잘라내 힘 풀어 놨다 돌아와 더 세게 쥐어짜네 압축 풀린 ZIP처럼 감각 없을 때까지 빼내 diamond처럼 반듯하게 엑스액토로 도려내 Your hands are ruby red, the crime written in your smile! You hand me a heart that's dead, let me hold it for a while! Would you look at that—he handed me my own heart! It no longer beats—but that was his plan from the start! (start, start, start, start) [PRE-CHORUS] 你留的伤太深，早就渗进我灵魂 为了那点光鲜虚名，我连自己都hold不稳 你往我身上泼脏水，把我的光全夺走 把我塞进你的模子里，照镜子都不像我 [CHORUS] CAN YOU TELL ME WHO I AM — NOW! 镜子里的我早就认不到 — NOW! WHY ARE MY THOUGHTS SO LOUD — NOW! 你把我的光一点一点全抹掉 — NOW! WILL I EVER FIND MY WAY OUT — NOW! 连我自己是谁都快忘掉 — NOW! I DROWNED ONE HALF OF ME IN YOU — NOW! 想找回原来的我却找不到 — NOW! [EDM DROP] YOU’RE THE ONLY LUXURY I CAN’T AFFORD [VERSE 2] 검은 후드 뒤집어쓰고 상하이 밤거릴 혼자 걸어가 너 같은 새끼한테 왜 그리 오래 끌려갔나, 나도 몰라 이제 됐어, 미련까지 잘라내고 우리 인연 끊어놔 날 개똥처럼 굴려놓고 교황처럼 훈계질은 하지 마 Damaged, broken, words left unspoken Blocked your number, wounds left open Scissors out — now I can cut the cord 이제 진짜 안녕이야… You’re the only luxury I can’t afford… [PRE-CHORUS] 你留的伤太深，早就渗进我灵魂 为了那点光鲜虚名，我连自己都hold不稳 你往我身上泼脏水，把我的光全夺走 把我塞进你的模子里，照镜子都不像我 [CHORUS] CAN YOU TELL ME WHO I AM — NOW! 镜子里的我早就认不到 — NOW! WHY ARE MY THOUGHTS SO LOUD — NOW! 你把我的光一点一点全抹掉 — NOW! WILL I EVER FIND MY WAY OUT — NOW! 连我自己是谁都快忘掉 — NOW! I DROWNED ONE HALF OF ME IN YOU — NOW! 想找回原来的我却找不到 — NOW! [EDM DROP] YOU’RE THE ONLY LUXURY I CAN’T AFFORD [BRIDGE — EMOTIONAL / BUILDING TO FULL BELT] I GAVE YOU PARTS OF ME I’LL NEVER GET BACK! I CHANGED MYSELF UNTIL I FELL THROUGH THE CRACKS! I KEPT CALLING IT LOVE WHEN IT FELT LIKE A WAR! HOW MUCH OF ME DID YOU NEED BEFORE YOU WANTED MORE?! [half-beat silence] And I hate that I still miss you sometimes… I hate that your name still feels like mine… I hate that after everything you put me through— THERE’S STILL A PART OF ME THAT REACHES FOR YOU! [BELT — DRUMS RISING] BUT I WANT MYSELF BAAAAAACK! EVERY PIECE YOU TOOOOOOOK! EVERY PART I BURIED JUST TO BE SOMEBODY YOU COULD LOOOOOVE! I DON’T WANNA BE YOUR PERFECT GIRL! I DON’T WANNA FIT YOUR PERFECT WORLD! IF LOSING YOU IS HOW I FIND ME— [FULL STOP] THEN WATCH ME LOSE YOU. [CHORUS] CAN YOU TELL ME WHO I AM — NOW! 镜子里的我早就认不到 — NOW! WHY ARE MY THOUGHTS SO LOUD — NOW! 你把我的光一点一点全抹掉 — NOW! WILL I EVER FIND MY WAY OUT — NOW! 连我自己是谁都快忘掉 — NOW! I DROWNED ONE HALF OF ME IN YOU — NOW! 想找回原来的我却找不到 — NOW! [EDM DROP] YOU’RE THE ONLY LUXURY I CAN’T AFFORD
