Off That Sh!t

[Verse 1] I burned my days on a borrowed flame Mama kept count of every broken frame Little brother watched me miss the door Same old me, sprawled on the floor I took the tax, I paid in tears Made a home outta shattered years Half of me gone, half on the run Chasing the numb in the noon-day sun [Pre-Chorus] Now my hands shake when the room gets still I hear that lie say, "take one pill" But I seen Dad cry, I seen Ma pray I seen my own shadow lose its way [Chorus] Stay off that shit Stay off that shit I want my mind back now Stay off that shit Stay off that shit I break that chain somehow (somehow) [Verse 2] Used to front hard with a dead-eye grin While my little girl asked where I been Felt like a ghost in my own damn skin Door shut tight, but the war leaked in Counted my lies on the kitchen tiles Watched my folks wear those hurt for miles Every relapse left a scar in sight Every clean day had to win that fight [Pre-Chorus] Now I breathe deep when the urge hits hard Step outside, hands on the yard I let that grief come, let it pass I ain't built to live in glass [Chorus] Stay off that shit Stay off that shit I want my mind back now Stay off that shit Stay off that shit I break that chain somehow (somehow) [Bridge] I buried demons in my name Then I learned the cost of flame If I fall, I call somebody fast If I rise, I make that clean one last (one last) [Final Chorus] Stay off that shit Stay off that shit I want my life back now Stay off that shit Stay off that shit I break that chain somehow (somehow)