[Intro] [Instrumental] [Verse 1] (It's been so long...) To try and find everything that I was known to create (So far off...) For you and me, it's just like it's hard to realize (Everything is lies...) [Pre-chorus] Everyone is gone, can't you see? Everyone has left, can't you see? Everyone is ash, don't you know? Everyone is dead, can't you see? [Chorus] I don't want to suffocate in this part of you. I don't want to join this cult that you started for me. (I never asked you to. Don't you fucking dare say excuses to me!) I know when you close your eyes. I know when you are starting to die. I can hear your suffering; I'd prefer if you were to hand it to me to end this part of you. [Verse 2] It's just a phase, that's what they say. (TELL THESE FUCKING VOICES TO GO AWAY!) It's so far off, don't you see? (BRING ME TO THE PATH THAT THAT WILL NEVER SEE WHO YOU REALLY ARE!) For you and I, it's just so fucking hard to realize (SEND ME TO THE PATH THAT LETS ME ESCAPE THIS SCAR, BUT GETTING THERE IS JUST SO FUCKING HARD!) [Pre-chorus] Everyone is gone, can't you see? Everyone has left, can't you see? Everyone is ash, don't you know? Everyone is dead, can't you see? [Chorus] I don't want to suffocate in this part of you. I don't want to join this cult that you started for me. (I never asked you to. Don't you fucking dare say excuses to me!) I know when you close your eyes. I know when you are starting to die. I can hear your suffering; I'd prefer if you were to hand it to me to end this part of you. [Bridge] I won't let this bring me down! I won't let this break me down! I won't allow this to have me drown! I won't endure this—I WON'T LET THIS BRING ME DOWN! I WON'T LET THIS BREAK ME DOWN! I WON'T ALLOW THIS TO HAVE ME DROWN! I WON'T ENDURE THIS PART OF YOU! [Breakdown] THIS PART OF YOU INSIDE OF ME IS HAUNTING ME EACH AND EVERY DAY! THIS PART OF YOU, DON'T YOU SEE THAT YOU ARE THE REASON THESE VOICES WILL NOT CHANGE? THIS PART OF YOU HAS CHANGED MY MEMORY TO SEE WHAT YOU USED TO BE! THIS PART OF YOU IS SO FUCKING FALSE; THIS IS NOT WHO YOU ARE! [Chorus] I don't want to suffocate in this part of you. I don't want to join this cult that you started for me. (I never asked you to. Don't you fucking dare say excuses to me!) I know when you close your eyes. I know when you are starting to die. I can hear your suffering; I'd prefer if you were to hand it to me to end this part of you. [Outro] I WON'T LET THIS BRING ME DOWN! I WON'T LET THIS BREAK ME DOWN! I WON'T ALLOW THIS TO HAVE ME DROWN! I WON'T ENDURE THIS PART OF YOU! THIS PART OF YOU INSIDE OF ME IS HAUNTING ME EACH AND EVERY DAY! THIS PART OF YOU HAS CHANGED MY MEMORY TO SEE WHAT YOU USED TO BE!