IT WAS A CRISIS I'VE NEVER BEEN THROUGH ANYTHING LIKE THIS I CRIED AND CRIED AND DIED AND CAME BACK TO LIFE BUT NOT LIKE CHRIST IT WAS LIKE BEING BORN AGAIN IT WAS A MIRACLE BUT I STILL HAD TO MAKE THAT CHOICE AGAIN THAT CHOICE SHOULD HAVE BEEN EASY BUT IT WAS DIFFICULT CHOSE WRONG AGAIN IN AN INSTANT I WAS BACK ON THE SHIT AGAIN A CONSTANT SPIN FUCKING ADDICTION SO MUCH PAIN THERE'S NO ROOM TO LET ANYBODY ELSE IN I LET MYSELF DOWN AGAIN BUT STILL WON'T THROW THE TOWEL IN CAN YOU CALL IT ORIGINAL SIN AM I CONDEMNED CAN YOU BE BORN AND BORN AGAIN AND BORN AGAIN I THINK NOT THIS MIGHT BE THE END OR IS THIS ANOTHER CRISIS HOW DO I DECIDE THIS A CONSTANT SPIN FUCKING ADDICTION SO MUCH PAIN THERE'S NO ROOM TO LET ANYBODY ELSE IN TIME TO CRY AGAIN GOD WHAT IF IT NEVER ENDS
