[Verse 1] i use to push people away from pain of what i lost never want to feel this way again never want to feel this pain! so i just push you away! [Chorus] so i just push you away! just need to push you away! have to push you away! to keep my heart safe from this pain i fear! [Verse 2] use to be happy use to smile but when i lost my only light that happiness died and so did the light i have lost from me! [Bridge] this pain i have from losing what mattered to me and keeping my heart closed from what i lost from the faces i wish to see again the smiles i once love to see again just want to hold them close to me once more! [Chorus] so i just push you away! just need to push you away! have to push you away! to keep my heart safe from this pain i fear! [Outro] this fear of loss this fear i have so i push you away i push you away i keep what i have left from pushing you away!
