First collab ever with Sinsixx! Great guy. This collab was a blast. Lyrics fully made together and we decided each one does a version! x) Can't wait to check his out, would be nice if you do so too! https://suno.com/s/FLdClOZvRa8t7LEI His version! Praise the Cinematic Lord 🙏🖤 Also tried something after the first chorus.. you will hear.. hope it isn't too weird x) Little Introduction for the retrospective. XD ____________________________________________________________________________________________________________ I wanna know, in another life, Would I still be locked in this struggle to survive? I wanna know, if I make it out somehow, Is there ever an end to the shit-show 'Cause I always fall, dialing the doc to call, Telling me I'm fine with my back to the wall. So I move on with the pain, nothing left to restrain, Drowning it out as I build up this bottle chain Along the way to the end, (Will i) Will I ever stop to pretend? (Will i) Will I ever break these chains? (Will i) Will I ever get rid of the pain? I wanna know What colour is the sky In the afterlife? When I'm gonna die Every lie of mine Shouldn't taint your bright And innocent soul I just wanna know... (Rewind) x) First time I ever met you Was the worst day to get through, Past the graveyard and hospitals, on a dirty line, I'm sick of runnin' around, tired of tryin' to survive, Always bringing the trouble, always being too humble. But even with closed eyes... we had no fear, no disguise, And nothing had to be said aloud, Everything between us was allowed. In my bed, all alone, in the night I remember your sly, gentle smile. I close my eyes with no pain, no regret, even if you’re mad, I’ll always hold on to the day that we first met. Along the way to the end, (Will i) Will I ever stop to pretend? (Will i) Will I ever break these chains? (Will i) Will I ever get rid of the pain? I wanna know What colour is the sky In the afterlife? When I'm gonna die Every lie of mine Shouldn't taint your bright And innocent soul I just wanna know... Stuck in my memory Is my funeral the only hope for remedy Sick of this mess and all this tragedy Stuck in my memory Is my funeral the only hope for remedy Sick of this mess and all this tragedy (What colour is the sky) [solo] I wanna know What colour is the sky In the afterlife? When I'm gonna die Every lie of mine Shouldn't taint your bright And innocent soul I just wanna know...
