In this deep darkness I bow to the Lord of nightmares I'm a bewitching ghost light That is trying to make sense of the existence In laughter, in pain, I'm still sane The thrill of being a paper doll Dancing in the flames My hope is crushed Till I'm kissed by nothingness Deep in thought I'm tormented by what ifs Pastel moon, charms the dark Pastel moon, will flatline at dawn Pastel moon, that clings to half-truths Pastel moon, the Lord of nightmares kisses me Spinning around with danger Flooded by smiles My heart is possessed by the shadows The paleness of life is negated by reality I'm completely fine! Everything is absolutely alright! The sound of my heart Is drowned by the noise I, the insane princess, cheer for my own suffering It's boring, I need to cry! I'm cursed with ghost emotions! I'm an emotionless doll that falls for forever The need to stay alive Causes the madness to reach new heights I forget who I am Becoming a new person who is at the center of chaos My heart is cursing my own existence Pastel moon, the scars shine Pastel moon, the mourning bride Pastel moon, the decaying dreams Pastel moon, the smile of the nightmares Give me insomnia Even if I wish to sleep Self-hatred is infecting my heartbeat The Lord of nightmares takes a hold of my hand Guiding me to the entrance of hell Somewhere along the line I cast a spell on myself I can't make sense of realism Abstract madness is my thing The art of auto destruction Is experimented on my life The nightmares give me strength To snap off the flowers from the stem Ah, the missed Spring! Now rebirth will come! The dark season of destruction blooms in my existence Pastel moon, pastel moon, pastel moon Composed a melody from my scars
