I got good at saying yes Before you even had to ask I know how to read the room Know when to laugh, when not to move I change my shape to fit your hands Then wonder who I really am I say I’m fine, I let it slide Keep every honest thought inside I make it easy to believe That I don’t need what I still need And I don’t know when it started Putting everybody first I keep trying to be wanted Till it hurts I make myself easy to need Hard to know, harder to keep Give you the best parts of me Till there’s nothing underneath I smile when I’m breaking apart Say what you want from my heart Maybe if I finally leave I’ll stop being easy to need Easy to need Easy to need But never easy being me I know the words you wanna hear I know which version keeps you near I bite my tongue, I take the blame Just so you don’t walk away But every time I play that part I lose a little of my heart And lately I can barely tell If you love me or who I sell And I don’t know when it started Thinking love was something earned I keep setting myself on fire Just to keep you warm I make myself easy to need Hard to know, harder to keep Give you the best parts of me Till there’s nothing underneath I smile when I’m breaking apart Say what you want from my heart Maybe if I finally leave I’ll stop being easy to need What if I say no this time? What if I don’t make it right? What if you get mad and go? Maybe then I’ll finally know If I have to disappear Just to make you want me here Then maybe being alone Is better than losing my soul I won’t make myself easy to need Hard to know, harder to keep You don’t get every part of me Just because you’re scared I’ll leave I don’t have to break my own heart Just to prove how loyal we are Maybe I can finally be Someone who’s enough for me I was easy to need Easy to need Now I’m learning How to be me
