If your hearing this ,u wasnt meant to Its for me.i start writing an it just bleeds Through...... so i dont know how u got it,u Was never meant too.but yet somehow it reached u. See at nights if i dont get it out on paper B4 the nite is up it shape shifts in to vapor An leaks out my pours an it goes knocking on doors.....so i apologize if it makes it to yours.i try to control it but it just casually ignores. When it takes over i can feel it burning in my core.an i usually come to curled up on the floor....scratching my head thinking was it me or the beast instead.walls painted red ,my guns out of led.i feel violated and spoon fed..did u hear what i said one of these days im gonna wake up dead........so again i apologize if it comes for u ,u can try a disguise an tell it lies but it wont work cuz it remembers the eyes.no matter what u did, An if u did it last week or when we was kids.... its got a mind of its own.its guts ,my bones,when its awake.it gives me a choice to make.its far from fake as i tremble an shake like a personal earth quake i dont know how much more i can take but its here to defend my pride an promises to be a long ride.no one is eligible to hide.their forgiveness got turned down...................denied............................ brain completely smoked........................fried..........................Compassion an loyalty............................Died.............................. you cant run or..............hide.....................go ahead try suicide,,,,,,,,,,,,,it wont work cuz u are ..........................mine......................no more sunshine your time is up cuz this beast dont give a fuck.and yes i no it looks like me but im inside trying to break free.when its got control i stay dizzy recuperate not so easy,trust me its out of control ..... its possessed with a soul ,damned to hold on an never let go......when it takes over its a fuckn bulldozer.run over your face with a lawn mower.......reminding me each time its one step closer to completely taking over........... then its a rap i dont even wanna think bout that.it would definitely be a new world order.yall mutha fuckers better run for the border.... Fast .......quick........ and in a hurry.for now its vision is little blurry ....but if your close u get the full dose.,,,,your fuckn ass is ..........toast............coming in hott,,,,,,,,,,,,roast,,,,,,,,,,,itll look for u coast to coast...just in its presence u will choose what it choose .reaching new highs an lows......an guess thats how it goes.......once again i apologize completely but i guess u shouldnt have fucked with me....an im guessing after this your learn your lesson,if u survive an make it out alive.................once again i hope u realize that i apologize.........mmmmmm... .....or do i lie..............mmmmmm
