[Verse 1] I don’t mean to stare at your phone when it lights up I don’t mean to hear every change in your tone I don’t mean to turn every silence to thunder Or make every room feel colder alone You say I’m fighting ghosts that ain’t breathing You say I’m bleeding on things you didn’t do But I’ve been left with the truth in pieces So now every pretty word feels bruised [Pre-Chorus] I hate the way my head gets loud When your love gets quiet I hate the way I need the truth But I’m scared to find it [Chorus] I’ve got trust issues And they sleep beside me They whisper your name When you’re right behind me I know you’re not them But I still flinch when you move I wanna believe you But I don’t know how to I’ve got trust issues Like cracks in the ceiling I keep looking up Waiting for it to fall through I swear I love you That’s what makes it confusing I’m not trying to lose you I’ve just got trust issues [Verse 2] I learned how to smile while my stomach was sinking Learned how to laugh with a knife in my back Learned that forever can change in a second And people come home with somebody else’s tracks So now I replay every little thing sideways Every “I’m fine,” every “I forgot” Every late night, every locked screen Every soft lie that might be not [Pre-Chorus] I hate the way my chest caves in When you explain too much I hate the way I pull away When I’m dying for your touch [Chorus] I’ve got trust issues And they sleep beside me They whisper your name When you’re right behind me I know you’re not them But I still flinch when you move I wanna believe you But I don’t know how to I’ve got trust issues Like cracks in the ceiling I keep looking up Waiting for it to fall through I swear I love you That’s what makes it confusing I’m not trying to lose you I’ve just got trust issues [Bridge] Maybe I’m a locked door Begging for a key Maybe I’m the damage Blaming you for me Maybe I’m still standing Where somebody walked away Maybe I keep asking For proof you’ll never stay And I know that ain’t fair No, I know that ain’t right But fear wears your face In the middle of the night I wanna let go I wanna come clean I wanna trust love Without checking the seams [Final Chorus] I’ve got trust issues And they sleep beside me They whisper your name When you’re right behind me I know you’re not them But I still flinch when you move I wanna believe you God, I’m trying to I’ve got trust issues Like cracks in the ceiling I keep looking up Waiting for it to fall through I swear I love you That’s what makes it confusing I’m not trying to lose you I’m just scared that I’m losing The only good thing I still know how to hold to I’m not trying to hurt you I’ve just got trust issues [Outro] I don’t mean to stare at your phone when it lights up I don’t mean to hear every change in your tone I’m just trying to love you with broken hands And not turn this house into another ghost
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