[Violin Solo] [Intro] it started small just a taste then a little more then i embraced [Verse 1] crept in quiet, like a need just a flicker, just a seed fed it once, and it grew teeth bit down, sank deep underneath now it’s humming in my brain pulling wires, fraying veins shakes my hands and blurs my speech spreads like fire I can’t reach [Pre-Chorus] I thought I had it in my palm heartbeat ticking like a bomb I don’t scream, it hates the sound keeps me still, pulls me down I don’t move unless it calls Now I don’t know myself at all [Chorus] I feed it, and it feeds on me a perfect loop, a slow disease I breathe it in, it shuts the door I’m not myself, not anymore it sleeps beneath my every word it speaks in silence, goes unheard it learned my voice, it wears my skin It left me out—I let it in [Violin Solo] [Verse 2] traced its shape along my spine thought was fine, thought it was mine thought I left the door half-closed guess it learned to let itself go drips like water through my thoughts carves new patterns, ties new knots wasn’t loud, but now it’s clear— it’s all I ever want to hear [Pre-Chorus] I thought I drew the boundary line but now it edits every sign what was hunger, what was thirst— I can’t remember which came first [Chorus] I feed it, and it feeds on me a perfect loop, a slow disease I breathe it in, it shuts the door I’m not myself, not anymore it sleeps beneath my every word it speaks in silence, goes unheard it learned my voice, it wears my skin It left me out—I let it in [Violin Solo] [Bridge] it’s not a voice, it’s not a scream it’s in the gaps between the seams what used to scare me feels like home now I live in monochrome [Chorus] I feed it, and it feeds on me a perfect loop, a slow disease I breathe it in, it shuts the door I’m not myself, not anymore it sleeps beneath my every word it speaks in silence, goes unheard it learned my voice, it wears my skin It left me out—I let it in [Violin Solo] [Outro] I let it in I let it in I let it in
