Sink Full

Verse 1 I know the sink is full again Yeah, I said I’d get to it I know I’ve been a little lost A little “don’t ask me how I’m doin’” You kiss my head, I look away Like I don’t know how to be loved You give me grace, I second guess ‘Cause I still don’t feel like I’m enough Pre-Chorus I’m so good at keeping score Of every way I let you down I turn a bad day into proof That I’m the worst thing in this house Chorus Maybe I’m not the good wife Not the strong one, not the sweet type Not the woman in the movies Who gets it right the first time I’m a little cracked, a little burned A little too much when it hurts But I’m standing here, still trying to fight To be your almost enough tonight Verse 2 I wanna be your peace, your home Not another weight on your back But I’ve got storms behind my teeth And sometimes they slip through the cracks You say, “Baby, come here” And I swear I wanna believe you But my head keeps throwin’ punches At the love you’re trying to hand to me Pre-Chorus I get mean with my own reflection Like she’s the enemy And every time you love me well It shines a light on what I think I’ll never be Chorus Maybe I’m not the good wife Not the soft one, not the easy type Not the woman with the answers And the perfect look in her eyes I’m a little rough, a little wrecked A little all over the edge But I’m standing here, still showing up tonight Trying to be more than almost enough Bridge And I hate that I can hear it That old voice comin’ back again Saying, “He deserves somebody better” While I’m breaking in my skin But love ain’t some damn performance It’s not a trophy I can win Maybe you don’t need perfection Maybe you just need me to let you in Big Chorus Maybe I’m not the good wife Maybe I’m messy, maybe I’m complicated Maybe I cry too hard, maybe I break down Maybe I’m more work than I wanted to be lately But I love you God, I love you Even when my mind starts a riot Even when I’m barely upright I’m still yours, still here, still trying And maybe that’s what makes it right Outro So if I’m not the picture-perfect kind Then love me in the blur tonight ‘Cause I may not be easy But baby, I’m real And I’m still here Still here