Sasha V.  - Too Late Anyway | English adaptation of @Bellara's 'Weil es nicht geht'

I haven't seen you in the longest time, So why do I still see you everywhere? Why you're still there, I just don't know — No matter where I go. I tell myself it isn't true, Just an illusion, a ghost of you. It isn't real, yet my heart keeps falling, Not knowing if you hear me calling, Not knowing what you're thinking. My accursed carousel of dreams — I need to run, I need to scream. Round and round in the same cold place, The same old wound, the same old face. I keep asking myself, Do I have a prayer? Is it really you — Or just nothing there? What am I supposed to do? God, if I only knew. When is it too late? When is it too late? I can't begin to tell you Everything I feel. I open my mouth — And the words disappear. I want to lay it all down, But I don't say a word. Because nobody would understand anyway. I simply can't tell you How much I love you. I never found the courage — Though every word was true. (It's just not possible...) And eventually There's a price to pay. The moment's gone — It's too late anyway. I've imagined our kisses, All our near misses, And I've paid for them with tears. Feels like I've been reaching For your picture Through a thousand years. I keep thinking, Slowly sinking — What the hell am I still doing here? What is it about you? If I only knew. Is there an "us"? Is there a "we"? Why won't you answer? Why don't you set me free? Come on — Kiss me once more In this lifetime. I'd give anything For that. But your silence Is the only answer I've ever had. My accursed carousel of dreams — I need to run, I need to scream. Round and round in the same cold place, The same old wound, the same old face. I keep asking myself, Do I have a prayer? Is it really you — Or just nothing there? What am I supposed to do? God, if I only knew. When is it too late? When is it too late? I can't begin to tell you Everything I feel. I open my mouth — And the words disappear. I want to lay it all down, But I don't say a word. Because nobody would understand anyway. I simply can't tell you How much I love you. I never found the courage — Though every word was true. (It's just not possible...) And eventually There's a price to pay. The moment's gone — It's too late anyway. I don't really know what this is. I only know I hate this. All of it. When will it stop? When will it go quiet? Why do I keep wanting you Like it's something I can't fight? Are the looks you give me Just inside my head? Do you feel this connection — Or is it already dead? Let time itself bear witness — I am lost. I am yours. What am I supposed to do? God, if I only knew. When is it too late? When is it too late? I can't begin to tell you Everything I feel. I open my mouth — And the words disappear. I want to lay it all down, But I don't say a word. Because nobody would understand anyway. I simply can't tell you How much I love you. I never found the courage — Though every word was true. (It's just not possible...) And eventually There's a price to pay. The moment's gone — It's too late anyway. Tell me I'm not alone in this. Say it. Say it. Tell me there's still time. Tell me.