[Intro] [Dark ambient drones / low rumbling sub-bass / distant metallic creaks / Female vocal whisper, trembling / heavy reverb / faint heartbeat-like thumps] ”……あのとき…… 拾われなきゃ…よかった…” ⸻ [Verse1] [Slow tempo / minimal piano with heavy reverb / hollow room tone / Female fragile vocal, close-mic / subtle breathing SFX] 若い頃の私は 独り彷徨って 行きついた先で “拾われた” 閉ざされた部屋に 閉じ込められ 言葉で刺され 心を削られる日々 [Add low distorted bass pulse / distant chain-drag SFX] ろくな食事もなく 自由は影のように消えて 狭くて 暗くて 怖くて 苦しくて それでもいつか光へ戻りたいと願った [pre-chorus1] [Percussion tension build / metallic hits / rising high-frequency noise / whisper backing vocals panned L/R] 呼びつける声が こだまする まただ いつものが始まる 逆らえば 怒号が飛ぶ [Add distorted sub-hits on each phrase] 従えば痛みだけが返ってくる 何を奪おうとしているの？ これ以上 腹が立つ ⸻ [chorus1] [Heavy industrial drums / distorted bass / aggressive string stabs / Female vocal powerful & emotional] わたし以外に その場へ向かう人 “わたしたち”が何人も集められ 影のような男が 言葉と行為で 尊厳を踏みにじってくる [Ghost choir pads / reverse reverb swells] 役に立て？ ふざけるな！ 私たちは道具なんかじゃない！ 抵抗しても 沈黙しても あいつは心を壊そうとする [Breakbeat fragments / glitch noise] 暴力とは肉体だけじゃなく 心を折るための儀式なんだ [Verse2] [Drop to minimal / cold synth pad / heartbeat SFX / Female vocal almost monotone] 外の世界で あいつもどれだけ 傷を抱えてきたのか 知らないけれど それを発散するために わたしらが 居るわけじゃない！ 一体なに？ [Add dissonant piano stabs] わたしは誰かの 憂さ晴らし？ 何を差し出せば 赦されるの？ 何も与えもしなかったくせに！！ 奪うだけじゃ物足りないの！？ [Interlude] [Low drones / metallic echoes / reversed breaths / faint whisper choir] [pre-chorus2] [Distorted heartbeat rhythm / industrial clanks / rising tension] 息すら奪うほどの衝撃 名前を呼ばれ 立てと言われ その瞬間にまた 蹴り倒される [Female vocal trembling → turned into rage] ただひたすら 弄ばれるだけ 本当に腹立だしい！ こっちだって殴り返したい……！！ [chorus2] [Full impact industrial / harsh noise / powerful female scream-layered vocal] わたしが悪いの！？ 何をしたの！ こんな目に遭うほどの罪を犯したの！？ 生まれてきちゃいけなかったの……！？ 教えてよ誰か ねえ！ ねえーー！！！ [Glitch stutter effects on shouted lines] こんな世界いらない！ こんな私もいらない！ 何もかもいらない！ すべて消えてしまえ！ 赦せない、赦せない、赦せない！！ 見えない 届かない 分からない 知らない 聞こえない…… [Choir whispers repeating layered wide stereo] [Bridge] [Everything drops / cold wind SFX / heartbeat extremely slow / whispered backing vocal like broken prayers] イヤだイヤだイヤだイヤだ… ……もうイヤだ、何もかも 疲れた、疲れた、消えたい、消えたい… [Add distant cracking glass SFX] わたしの尊厳が 存在が、 粉々に崩れ落ちた音がした [Final chorus] [Slow-motion industrial impact / icy pads / emotional powerful female lead / ghost-choir harmonies] 体から熱が消えていき 心の奥が凍りつき 世界からも 色が消え 音も すべて わたし息は まだ残っていた 痛みも悲しみも全部、全部残っていた ……終わらない、まだ終わりたくない……！！ [last Interlude] [Frozen ambience / fading heartbeat / reversed breath / distant metallic echoes] [Outro] [Minimal piano / soft sub-bass / Female vocal whisper, broken] 死にたくない……いつか…いつか… いつか絶対に……ここから…… ねえ……ねえ…ねぇ、 私、がんばったよね……？ ああ…… ああ…… ああ…… [Fade out with low wind & distant thud] ━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━ 【English】 [Intro] [Dark ambient drones / low rumbling sub-bass / distant metallic creaks / Female vocal whisper, trembling / heavy reverb / faint heartbeat-like thumps] “…If only… I hadn’t been picked up… back then…” ⸻ [Verse 1] [Slow tempo / minimal piano with heavy reverb / hollow room tone / Female fragile vocal, close-mic / subtle breathing SFX] When I was young, I wandered alone And ended up being “picked up” Locked inside a sealed room Every day my heart was carved away by words that stabbed like knives [Add low distorted bass pulse / distant chain-drag SFX] Barely given anything decent to eat Freedom vanished like a shadow Cramped, dark, terrifying, suffocating Still, I kept wishing that someday I could return to the light [Pre-chorus 1] [Percussion tension build / metallic hits / rising high-frequency noise / whisper backing vocals panned L/R] That summoning voice echoes again Here it comes—the same thing as always If I resist, screams fly at me [Add distorted sub-hits on each phrase] If I obey, only pain comes back What are you trying to take from me? I’ve had enough—I’m furious ⸻ [Chorus 1] [Heavy industrial drums / distorted bass / aggressive string stabs / Female vocal powerful & emotional] People other than me are called to that place So many of “us” are gathered there A shadowy man tramples our dignity With his words and his actions [Ghost choir pads / reverse reverb swells] “Be useful”? Don’t make me laugh! We are not tools! Whether we fight back or stay silent He keeps trying to break our hearts [Breakbeat fragments / glitch noise] Violence isn’t only physical— It’s a ritual meant to shatter the soul [Verse 2] [Drop to minimal / cold synth pad / heartbeat SFX / Female vocal almost monotone] I don’t know how many wounds he carries From the world outside But that doesn’t mean We exist just so he can vent them! What the hell is this!? [Add dissonant piano stabs] Am I someone’s punching bag? What do I have to give to be forgiven? You never gave me anything in the first place!! Taking isn’t enough for you!? [Interlude] [Low drones / metallic echoes / reversed breaths / faint whisper choir] [Pre-chorus 2] [Distorted heartbeat rhythm / industrial clanks / rising tension] A shock so strong it steals my breath My name is called, I’m told to stand And the moment I do, I’m kicked back down [Female vocal trembling → turned into rage] I’m just a toy to be played with It makes me so goddamn angry! I want to hit back…!! [Chorus 2] [Full impact industrial / harsh noise / powerful female scream-layered vocal] Is it my fault!? What did I do!? Did I commit a crime bad enough to deserve this!? Should I never have been born…!? Someone tell me—hey! Hey——!!! [Glitch stutter effects on shouted lines] I don’t want this world! I don’t want this version of me! I don’t want anything! Let it all disappear! I can’t forgive, I can’t forgive, I can’t forgive!! I can’t see, it doesn’t reach, I don’t understand I don’t know, I can’t hear… [Choir whispers repeating layered wide stereo] [Bridge] [Everything drops / cold wind SFX / heartbeat extremely slow / whispered backing vocal like broken prayers] No, no, no, no… …I’m sick of it, sick of everything I’m tired, I’m tired, I want to vanish, I want to vanish… [Add distant cracking glass SFX] I heard the sound Of my dignity, my very existence Shattering into pieces [Final Chorus] [Slow-motion industrial impact / icy pads / emotional powerful female lead / ghost-choir harmonies] The warmth is leaving my body The depths of my heart are freezing over Color and sound are fading from the world Yet my breath still remains All the pain, all the sorrow—everything remains …It’s not over yet… I don’t want it to end yet…!! [Last Interlude] [Frozen ambience / fading heartbeat / reversed breath / distant metallic echoes] [Outro] [Minimal piano / soft sub-bass / Female vocal whisper, broken] I don’t want to die… someday… someday… Someday for sure… I’ll get out of here… Hey… hey… hey, I did my best, didn’t I…? Ah… Ah… Ah… [Fade out with low wind & distant thud]
