[Verse 1] I remember a flash The thunder crashing Flickers of light An endless longing Lost in a void No control of emotions Like a caged dog Nowhere to start running [Pre-chorus] Looking at the moon Static as it hangs Does it ever get lonely Or worry about future plans? [Chorus] I wish I was better As a person and man Get my emotions in check But there's no time for that I'll spend my minutes living Worry about right now I'm lost in the moment So terribly somber [Verse 2] When it becomes too much I lock myself inside Pulling down the blinds Behind my eyes No words come through I guess that's fine As a coping mechanism It's easier to hide [Pre-chorus] Looking at the moon Static as it hangs Does it ever get lonely Or worry about future plans? [Chorus] I wish I was better As a person and man Get my emotions in check But there's no time for that I'll spend my minutes living Worry about right now I'm lost in the moment So terribly somber [Calm Bridge] What about others Are they bothered About the way I act When I try to get my mind Back on track? They tug at the rope To get me back out But I'm already deep Into an ocean of doubt [Chorus] I wish I was better As a person and man Get my emotions in check But there's no time for that I'll spend my minutes living Worry about right now I'm lost in the moment Still terribly somber
