[Verse 1] In the wilderness I wept Succumbed to cosmic karmic debt Monsters hiding behind every door And me, fearful, to the core Eternally pushing that boulder uphill Carrying weight through decades, ill Tried to dull the scream, numb the pain Didn't look up when they cursed my name [Chorus] Ghost of a soul Haunted like a ghoul Lost to the old Love running cold Nowhere left to go Nowhere left to go [Verse 2] Begged to be washed away Couldn't face another repeating day Trapped alone in my own mind The voices screaming were not kind Ran and dulled until I was grey And it washed my very being away Felt nothing, wished nothing, did nothing Until I finally screamed give me something! [Chorus] Ghost of a soul Haunted like a ghoul Lost to the old Love running cold Nowhere left to go Nowhere left to go [Bridge] It wasn't always the happy ending Had to do some internal mending Years of dark turned to Grey Light slicing through, showed me the way The answer's love-radical love of self Body, mind, and spirit returned to health Believe, believe that life can change The storm is inside-internal rain Let go, release, that boulder to push Let it fall down, the rest will move swift Stop numbing and feel it all Overwhelming at first until the recall That we are infinite beings full of light Release the past and enjoy the flight [Final verse] Chapters and chapters of depth and sorrow Torn from the pages-there's only tomorrow No. There's just this now moment So be here now, thus the name present Change isn't easy, the matrix resists But life can bloom when habits pivot Look in the mirror and count to ten And realize the magic's about to begin (From within) [Final Chorus] Flower of a soul Heart laced with gold Let go of the old Blooming in the bold Come home Come home
