Verse 1 Swallowing pills just so I won’t feel, Thoughts are swirling, learning how to shut my heart away. Even when the darkness knocks, I pretend I’m fine, Doing strange things without a soul or a thought. Pre-Chorus Walking on autopilot, Saying "I’m okay" while the light inside flickers out. Chorus Just sad, without even a tear falling, An empty scream echoes deep in my chest. Don’t tell me I’m better off than someone else out there, Because this pain lives inside of me. It’s not your fault, so don’t look at me that way; I’m trying to feel, but I’ve lost the sound. Verse 2 When the nights grow long, the demons whisper. Answering too quickly, heading down the wrong path again. Without feeling, without thinking, The heart falls silent, and the world becomes empty. Pre-Chorus Even when I smile at the mirror, I’m not there. With every step forward, it feels like I’m fading away. Chorus Quietly holding onto a sadness without tears, Inside, everything is screaming. Don’t compare my life to others, That only makes me feel smaller and more rigid. It’s not your fault, this isn't your sin, I’ve just forgotten what it’s like to feel whole. Bridge If I could have screamed, would someone have heard me? If I could have felt, would my heart have moved? Still, I am standing here, Because somewhere in the darkness, there is a flash of light. Final Chorus / Outro I’m still here, even if I’m cold. Even if my heart has lost everything. Don’t look away, just a little longer. Maybe I can learn to feel myself again.
