[Intro-spoken, quiet, only disturbing off key piano keys after each phrase] Thank you. I love you. It's not you. I'm battling some demons...... I can't win. can't beat 'em. might as well join them. and sit with them....... what are you saying? why won't you just go to hell where you came from go battle your own! Is this growth just another test another shattered dream like all the rest.............................. [chorus] I hear you. I hear them. loud and clear............... I can't tell. the difference. who's far or near...................... All I know is I'm caught in the hold will it ever go [out of tune piano chord] the demons only know. [verse 1] They say try harder I ask what they do. They say think bigger what have you seen through? why don't you try to do the things I do............. rather than try to tell me how to? if you really wanted me to go the distance you'd be here no more words............. [silence then off tune piano chord] sharing substance. [chorus] [verse 2] you talk limits you speak boundaries get your rest while you sit back and watch me bleed why can't I take that same advice without looking like a leper to all the perfect people................... [quiet] [strong bass note] who've done everything riiiiiiiiiiiight??????? [fade] no more words....... no more swords...... no more bleeding....... for your free tour..... I can choose to walk away no permission no matter your say............... I know the difference between words and actions..... I know that real love stays doesn't create factions..... smile to your face and in public with others watching.......... but what's behind the curtain........ no worries..... it's just me..... still wanting................... you to follow through........ practice what you preach........................ I don't need your rope your words, your hands............. I'm sliding, I'm falling...................................... demons got a hold of me.......... [dark off key chords]
