[Verse 1] I know a lot of people hate me Faces from my past in every room I’ve made so many crooked choices Some blessed Some blooming into doom Good and bad all blur together I replay every line I ever crossed Tell myself this is what I get When you keep loving at a loss [Pre-Chorus] I keep saying it’s my fault Like a prayer I don’t believe If there’s grace for anyone Could it ever cover me? [Chorus] I just don’t wanna live anymore I just don’t want no more pain I’ll protect my heart Before I let another person in again I just don’t wanna live anymore I just don’t want no more pain Maybe it would be easier If I’m no longer here [Verse 2] I swear I don’t deserve affection Every touch just feels like borrowed time I say “Nobody should have to hold me” I say “All I ever do is lie” They tell me “Someone’s gonna love you” I shake my head and stare at the floor It would take God to even find me In this mess beneath the storm [Pre-Chorus] Every night I test the edge Of a thought that feels too near Wishing life could take a pause But it only feeds my fear [Chorus] I just don’t wanna live anymore I just don’t want no more pain I’ll protect my heart Before I let another person in again I just don’t wanna live anymore I just don’t want no more pain Maybe it would be easier If I’m no longer here [Bridge] If You’re out there Can You hear me? (hear me) I’m so tired of being strong If there’s one more breath You’re giving Show me who it’s for If You’re out there Can You see me? (see me) I am breaking in Your hands If You’ve written one more sunrise Teach my heart to stand Chorus: I just don’t wanna live anymore I just don’t want no more pain I’ll protect my heart Before I let another person in again I just don’t wanna live anymore I just don’t want no more pain But if it would hurt You If I disappeared Hold me till it’s easier To stay right here Chorus: I just don’t wanna live anymore I just don’t want no more pain I’ll protect my heart Before I let another person in again I just don’t wanna live anymore I just don’t want no more pain But if it would hurt You If I disappeared Hold me till it’s easier To stay right here Chorus: I just don’t wanna live anymore I just don’t want no more pain I’ll protect my heart Before I let another person in again I just don’t wanna live anymore I just don’t want no more pain But if it would hurt You If I disappeared Hold me till it’s easier To stay right here
