
Gory history/forgive me
[Intro] (Sad, lamenting vocals, lamenting Celtic Sean-nós hymnal) There's a lot more to my story And to tell you clearly I'll start with the word "gory." Not all great times have a wonderful history To become good, there needs to be an expurgatory (Hmm, grr) Not all horrors of war are about winning territory No, not just war and glory Are you bums, boring? (It's not that bad now, don't you worry) [Verse 1] (Aggrotech and beats and breaks start quickly, vocals are rapped slowly) The smell of writhing rot and realing vomit With my blue veins throbbing with white tears of blood, tearing Thoughts bulging and burning (Haha. Grr) Bane in my eyes and a beating bulge, twisted bastards of war born, begging I wasn't always this kind and forgiving Forging fear and falsehood to feel again It's not because I'm a sick, selfish stick There's a sadness and pure sweet wish (I loved her more than what you call love) (Grr. My love) [Chorus] (Rhythmic, Poetic vocals, vocalist sounds calm and caring, rhythmic beats, Charming flute, lamenting Celtic Sean-nós hymnal) Wellness was never a wonder Black or white, just a blunder Who cares, above or under? Go cry a little and search for cover (Run, baby, Hmm, grr) In a bit or a beat, it'll be over (Hey, have you seen my lover?) You? What about you? "What, it's not a fuckin' joke" My hands are blood and brains soaked Like a vulture on a dead world, I plucked and poked (Grr, hmm, haha) Waiting and wetting my thirst on some rare bug that croaked (That woman looked funny and familiar. A facsimile, maybe?) [Bridge] (fast four-on-the-floor beat, hard techno, afggrotech, tired vocals) After I wandered through time and space Mad at all things with a face (Ha. Eww, ugly!) Hoping to heal once i got completely lost Revenge sought me with its unrelenting curse And I didn't care to be caught New life began (Yeah, whatever, hmm, grr) Birth after birth I have no worth (Hey, is this Earth?) (Eww, so gay, grr) And I gave all with this sinful hand They cared nought and accepted my mourning, useless sand Demanding a demand Glass and magical mirrors of time beat its gland (Bums, so bland, haha) Torture and raw sexual pain, oft repeating I began suffering and always have been undying Life forever repeating Seating here and there Everywhere (Hey, I'm bored and sighing) Boring (You... are you there?) (Grr, hmm. Maybe. Just maybe) [Chorus] (Rhythmic, Poetic vocals, vocalist sounds caring, rhythmic beats, lamenting Celtic Sean-nós hymnal, fast four-on-the-floor beat) Wellness was never a wonder Black or white, just a blunder Who cares, above or under (Whatever. Grr) Go away and cry, and search for cover In a bit or a little beating, it'll be over (Hey, have you seen my lover?) You? What about you? "What, it's not a fuckin' joke" (Haha? Swearing) (Grrr) My hands are blood and brains soaked Like a vulture on a dead world, I plucked and poked Waiting and wetting my thirst on some rare bug that croaked (That woman looked funny and familiar. A facsimile, maybe?) [Outro] (Vocals and only lamenting Celtic Sean-nós hymnal, four-on-the-floor beat 80 bpm, vocalist sounds like he's finished) You've seen my forgiving patience I'm peaceful, even at such cruelty You need to have been where I've been torturously Its painfully pathetic Many Exits and many an entry (Mmhmm, grr) Break the kings by breaking every sentry Ha! Hmm, bending him with his cowering fear Bones are breakable and blistering (Hey! Love, was that you?) With my journey for mind and money I've walked a lot, in the coldness of suns and the spaces of time, so hot It's all out there in the expanse to find And search once I'm dead and have left you to learn for yourselves Not in a bind! (run. Run away. And travel. Grr, haha. Everywhere) Take these words, and be better Even if they have no worth You're born to believe And believe in good Believe in more (Hmm. I want revenge. Ha! Joking) My love. Why did you suffer and die for me??

