Until I Was Worth Nothing x Until I Was Worth Nothing (Mashup)

# UNTIL I WAS WORTH NOTHING **Verse 1** You knew exactly where to touch To make me question what I knew You’d break my trust, then hold me close Like I was crazy for the truth Every confession had an exit Every promise had a door You’d give me just enough to stay Then make me beg for something more I learned to read your silence Like a warning on the wall I started shrinking piece by piece Just trying not to lose it all **Pre-Chorus** You said you understood the damage Said you knew what you had done But every time I needed you There was always something else going on **Chorus** You lied to me Cheated on me Used my love against me slowly Pulled me close Then disappeared Every time I needed you here You made me feel replaceable Invisible, forgettable Like loving me was something You could do when nothing else was calling I gave you everything I had Until there was nothing left of me You didn’t leave me feeling broken You left me feeling **valueless** Like I was worth nothing **Verse 2** You always had a reason Why my pain could wait another night The baby needed medicine You were tired, the timing wasn’t right And maybe every reason By itself could all be true But there was always something More important than what I was going through So I swallowed every question Till resentment filled my chest I confused being understanding With accepting second best And you learned that I would stay there No matter what you put me through Because every time you hurt me I was the one comforting you **Pre-Chorus** You said, “I know I have to show you Words don’t mean enough anymore” But I’ve heard beautiful apologies While staring at the same closed door **Chorus** You lied to me Cheated on me Used my love against me slowly Pulled me close Then disappeared Every time I needed you here You made me feel replaceable Invisible, forgettable Like loving me was something You could do when nothing else was calling I gave you everything I had Until there was nothing left of me You didn’t leave me feeling broken You left me feeling **valueless** Like I was worth nothing **Bridge** Do you know what that does to someone? To be loved only when it’s convenient? To hear “you matter” While everything you do Keeps proving that I don’t? Do you know what it feels like To look into the mirror And see every person you chose over me? To wonder what they had That I didn’t What I lacked What was wrong with me I used to walk into rooms Knowing exactly who I was Now I apologize for breathing And call the damage love You didn’t just break my trust You changed the way I see myself And I hate that I let somebody Have that kind of power over me **Breakdown** I lost my peace I lost my pride I lost the part of me That never had to wonder why I lost my sleep I lost my voice You made betrayal feel Like something I had no choice but to survive **Final Chorus** You lied to me Cheated on me Watched me lose myself so slowly Held my heart Then looked away While I begged you just to fucking stay You made me feel replaceable Disposable, forgettable Like I could give you all of me And somehow still be not enough I gave you everything I had Every chance, every piece of me You didn’t only break my heart You broke what I believed about me But I’m remembering something now Under everything you took from me I was never worth nothing You just treated me Like I was. **Outro** And those are not The same thing.