If I was happy

[Verse] If I was happy, would the sun feel warmer? Would the clock tick slower, life less a performer? Smile plastered, but the cracks still seep, A puzzle with pieces buried too deep. [Chorus] If I was happy, would I know? Would the winds whisper, rivers flow? If I was happy, tell me true, Would I still be me, or someone new? [Verse 2] Chasing joy, a mirage in the sand, Fingers grasp air, nothing in my hand. Laughter echoes, hollow in my chest, A marathon runner, never at rest. [Bridge] Maybe happiness ain't a place you land, A fleeting bird that slips through your hand. Maybe it’s a moment, a spark in the night, A flicker of calm in a world that bites. [Chorus] If I was happy, would I glow? Would the seeds I planted finally grow? If I was happy, would skies turn blue? Or am I just dreaming of something untrue? [Outro] If I was happy, would it even last? Or vanish like smoke, just a memory past. Guitar strings hum, heartbeats collide, If I was happy, would I still need the ride?