[Verse 1] I wake up in the spill Cold floor, chipped white tile My hands shake on the sink I stare too long at the mirror The pills in the orange cap Rattle like tiny teeth I swallow down the day And it still sits in my throat [Pre-Chorus] Something in me cracks Every time I smile I keep the door shut tight But it leans all night [Chorus] I'm sinking, sinking Down in my own skin (my own skin) I'm screaming, screaming But it stays within (stays within) I'm breaking, breaking Slow like a bad lit fuse I'm sinking, sinking And I don't know what to do [Verse 2] My mother leaves a text I don't answer back The dishes in the drain Look like a small war zone I count the scars on my arms Like names I won't forget The room keeps getting smaller When the dark comes home [Pre-Chorus] Something in me cracks Every time I smile I keep the door shut tight But it leans all night [Chorus] I'm sinking, sinking Down in my own skin (my own skin) I'm screaming, screaming But it stays within (stays within) I'm breaking, breaking Slow like a bad lit fuse I'm sinking, sinking And I don't know what to do [Bridge] Don't tell me "just be strong" I've been that on repeat Tried to tape my heart shut Now it's bleeding through the seams If I disappear tonight Will the world still spin? I need a hand on my wrist I need a place to begin [Chorus] I'm sinking, sinking Down in my own skin (my own skin) I'm screaming, screaming But it stays within (stays within) I'm breaking, breaking Slow like a bad lit fuse I'm sinking, sinking But I'm reaching up to you (up to you)